I hate being broke :(

I needed to work my old job this week so i could have some money to make it between paychecks at my new job. that didn't happen :( now i have like $700 worth of bills due & only $100 to my name... this fucking sucks! i just can't wait until someday when things run smoothly again & i don't have to live penny to penny. dollar to dollar would be a blessing at this point O_o I am loving my new job! it's so great to work with people who are always nice & never yell or scream or tell you to go faster... things go at their own pace there & it's so nice! As bad as this sounds, working there for less than two weeks makes me see how lucky i have been, some of the people i deal with can't even read or write, don't know how to give information about themselves, it's so sad! i know there are people out there who don't try but i think a lot of these people are trying & just haven't been given a chance in life. it's horrible! even though i have had a rough year i feel so lucky to have been given the chance to get an education & to have had parents who cared if i passed tests in school & who helped me learn things i would need later in life. i wonder if these peoples parents just didn't care, if they we not educated themselves, or just were too busy to help their kids. no matter what it's horrible & i wish there was something i could to to help these grown people get a education so they could have a shot in life. it's so sad.

with all that being said, i just want to say that my two most recent jobs have changed me a lot! working at the shroom has made m realize i can bite my tongue & get along with just about anyone, no matter how shitty they treat me. this new job has made me see how great i have had it so far in life!