lately, when i pole, my body has felt like a ton of bricks :( i think its because i've been so tire & trying to force myself to get up at 4:30am to make time for pole. if i feel like shit in a few when i pole this morning i MIGHT skip it a day later this week, i don't want to but if i'm too tired to do anything anyway it's pointless to get up to be sad. i don't know what i'm gonna do if i have to work at night too! i'm already so tired when i wake up & i've been going to bed early, like before 10pm. i need money now more than ever though so i guess i'll have no choice but to work if they let me. honestly, i wish the new job would just let me work there full-time or at least like 7-10 more hours a week :) that'd be great! i really love working there! everyone i work with is so nice & the manager isn't the yelling type so that's even better :D
ok... time to go try to pole :D
