good morning world! it's been a great week & i'm excited for the weekend :) gonna pole soon & enjoy my fun lighting, then it's time to go work at my bad~ass new job, then i will have the whole weekend off, with my family, like a real person :-D yay! since i have started my new job i haven't been reading as much, i think i read a chapter a few days ago. that kinda makes me sad :( i hope i can balance my life a little more so i have time for reading, i was really enjoying that. i can't even tell you how happy i am to have a new job where i don't have to deal with getting yelled at, bitched at, disrespected by a "leader" (which BTW is a joke~ass excuse for a leader in the 1st place), i'm allowed to actually have food or drink whenever i want to there too! && i get to dress up & have fun business clothes :D i love it! i've always enjoyed working in offices more than any place else, but after working at that restaurant for 6-7 months, it really makes me appreciate being around nice people & nice bosses even more. never in my whole life have i been so disrespected as i was working at a restaurant, the owner yelled at employees, the female FOH leader yelled at me, got so pissed about a dirty dining room that she wouldn't speak to me during a shift, took away all of my night shifts so i couldn't make money.... so glad that is over & in my past! i hope it stays there! i told them i would work wednesday & thursday nights if they want me to, because i could use the extra money... not that i WANT to go there to work though.
i want to find some pole competitions to enter soon, i'm ready to do some winning, lol! ;) IDK how that will work with my new job though, i'm sure they wouldn't want me to take any time off just yet... i'll have to see what i can find & see if i'm allowed to have an extra day off.
i have had a lazy week with pole so today i am gonna try to make the most of it. i have been getting into the superman easy lately & i am working towards superpain, my arm can't reach over my shoulder to grab my foot from that angle yet though :( i am getting better at the shouldermount now too! still very inconsistent, but i know i will have it soon :D tricks alway start like that for me, i will get them once or twice & them i can't do the trick for a month or to, then i'll suddenly be strong enough to do the new trick 20x in a row & on spinny, lol. my fucking rib is still hurting, it's been about a month O_o i think this is where "push past" comes into play, lol! here is a check list of things i am working on & want to be able to knock out like nobodies business...
• Superman (almost got it solid)
• Superpain
• Yogini (i can do this 50% of the time)
• Shoulder~mount
• Allegra (almost have this one)
• Ayesha
• Caterpillar
• Handspring
:-D
