Yesterday i had an awesome day! i poled early in the morning, went to the grocery store, came home & had lunch, talked on the phone, poled again & after i took a shower & washed my hair the pups & i went out in the backyard, laid a blanket out & watched the sunset while reading :) it was wonderful! i wish i had more time for days like that!
too bad i don't feel like i got enough sleep last night. i have to go to work today so i'm had to get up early. now i'm making pancakes & coffee :-D
i feel really unprepared for my meeting :( i know i need to have my shit in order but i'm not sure what all i need.
at risk of sounding like an ungrateful bastard, i would like to say, i really hate working for someone else! i am so thankful for the job i have but i just want to do my own thing, something i am passionate about... like pole :) it's so hard to be motivated at work when people are rude, yell & loose their temper. i hope & pray with all of my heart & soul that i am never a boss that people hate, dislike or would rather not be around. when i get my company running, & have employees, i want them to feel like they can be comfortable around me, not feel like they are gonna be in trouble over nothing. i also want to be the kind of boss who will jump in & help my employees, not yell at them because things are not getting done fast enough! i hate being made to feel like i am a worthless piece of shit over some dirty dishes & shit like that. there is a reason for the saying "you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar";) well, i'm gonna enjoy my coffee & pancakes. hoping for a miracle soon!
& yeah this is really shittily written, very random, multi tasking will fuck your ass up ;)
