i have decided to put my pole certification on hold & i have mixed emotions about that. on one hand i feel like it is a great opportunity. on the other i know i don't have the money to do it & taking the time from my job is really making them hate me even more & give me even less shifts. i only got 2 this week & they are both days :(
if i could leave right now & just run away forever i would do it in a second! you can't run away when you have things to look after though & when you have no place to run away to :(
