haunting...

everything that has happened in my past seems to haunt me from time to time. a few weeks ago it was the whole "cheating scandal" that was brought back up (by that bitch who was being cheated with). it's been over 2 years & i'm not sure why someone would bring it up after this long unless something was going on again, or unless they had intentions to make something go on again :( i'm a very secure person but when something that bad happened before, i can't help but let it get to me a little. i'm still unsure about what that meant & why it was brought to my attention. i told the other person involved (on their end) but haven't gotten a response yet so i'm a little confused. if that bitch just want's to mess with me she's doing a good job... but really needs to have the shit beat out of her for bring something up after 2 years! that's so fucking retarded & immature! i hope someone screws with her relationship! dumb bitch! it's been about 2 weeks since something was said about it but i'm still wondering what that meant, i can't help but wonder. after 8 months of secret keeping the first time around, it really makes you wonder whats going on :( it's so lame! when things are going on like that i have bad dreams pretty much every night & thats going on too :( i think dreams mean more that we know & it's kinda an intuition thing... it sucks!