poling 4 days in a row?

trying to work on a routine for an audition during all of my house craziness isn't working so well for me. i felt like shit monday & yesterday my nerves were so fucked up i felt like puking too so i didn't pole much... just attempted to! now i'm gonna try to hustle it up & get my shit together :) hoping that my new Alethea tee will help me be a little more awesome, lol! also today is the last day to submit a video for MGPDC! crap i have a lot of stuff i want to do this morning.... working sure does get in the way of my pole time.