oh speaking of pole, i went to my audition on wednesday, it was my first time auditioning for anything ever so i was really excited about it. the studio i had my audition at was wonderful! they had such a great setup going on, they had a boutique, stage, a big pole room with several different poles in all kinds of materials :) stainless, brass, powder coated... i did my audition on the brass since i needed to hold extra tight with my newly acquired jade split. the ladies at the studio were so sweet & seemed like they would be a ton of fun to work with! i hope they call me back :D the pole dancing community is so tight & supportive that i don't believe anyone would ever say anything unkind to anyone about their style, moves, ect.. it is definitely something you want to be a part of! i also believe it is gonna blow up soon && i'm so happy to be as advanced as i already am when it does... that kinda makes me a pioneer you know?!? & that is pretty freakin' exciting!
(eating a blueberry crisp cliff bar & i'm not diggin' it so much this morning, coffee is yum though)
i only have 2 chapters left in Priceless & i am so glad i read it! it is a wonderful book, very easy to get drawn into. i hope Nicole Richie writes more books, she is great at it! i bought Pride & Prejudice the other day but i can't get into that style of writing :( when i was in school i wasn't made to read the classics at all, i just had to pick books that i was interested in. it was cool back then but now i wish i had read them so i am going to TRY to work them in to my reading schedule too!
i had TT yesterday for the first time, i enjoyed going & i'm glad i qualified to get it for free since i couldn't afford it otherwise. i feel like that is going to help me so much in my daily life, i hope i am right! i feel like i need a safe place to go & talk about things that nobody really cares to listen to, often times i am like a broken record but i seem to have to same ole BS go on all the time & it's stuff that is beyond my control for the most part :(
OMG & IDK if i said this or not but the last time i worked i got written up when i first walked in! there was a medical emergency in my BF family & i received a call after i was in the parking lot of my job so i took the call & it took a few mins longer than i expected (obviously since it was an emergency) i got into work 5 mins late (keep in mind i was in the parking lot & had been for a good 10 mins & we have cameras so you could see i was there) i was written up on the spot, even though my BF's father had just had a heart attack & was being rushed into emergency surgery. i seriously almost went off! but i didn't! it just set my day up to be horrible & for me to be in a fowl mood & feel so disrespected. not to be all blasé about it, i understand rules and all that shit, but when something like that happens & you still get in trouble it's honestly just a tad bit ridiculous. if i was any kind of girlfriend i would have said "fuck this place" & gone with my man during that difficult time. i can't imagine if something like that happened to my daddy! i would be a basket case! they really like to mess with your mood & mind there, it's border line abusive sometime. all the yelling when we can't read minds is insane. i'm so thankful to have a job but i can't wait to get something without meanies for bosses.
well damn! i guess i need to get to poling, it's nearly 7am!
